Payday Blues

I'm freakin' pisst. What kind of company gives less of your expected salary? I didn't wake up early at night and commute my sleepy ass all the way to Makati for this... Triple sigh. But I know that no matter how much I rant and curse here, it won't increase the money in my ATM. Gotta complete that dispute form tomorrow! My deserved salary should be reflected on my next payslip, or I'll... I'll sue, maybe.

Some part of my brain is telling me to not let this slide.. That this is unforgivable! That workplace like this doesn't deserve my 'hard work'. That I should go looking for greener pastures.

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After a kulitan session with my cousins...
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But I do have a purpose as to why I haven't resigned yet despite this 'injustice' and my pimple breakouts due to everyday sales quota pressure. I always tell myself and others that being in this BPO is my choice, and a part of my dreams' blueprint.

I remembered that 'sacred' moment, as I was signing my job offer, that I made a vow to myself that "this will be my first and last call center job". So I wouldn't pack my things for this one mishap.

That's why I will persevere... No, scratch that. I AM PERSEVERING. I am doing all I could everyday to meet those goals. I maybe not be the best at this trade, but heck, I'm learning it. I may not hit the highest matrix, but I won't ever trade my integrity for some cold, hard cash (this is outside the point of this paragraph, yeah, but I felt like mentioning it).

But anyway, nothing beats a tiresome two-week labor and frustrating payslip than a sumptuous meal with someone dear to you.



we have no picture taken together. is that weird for a co.. a co-.. eek! it's cheesy to say! fine. is that weird for a couple? *dies to the sheer sappiness of the word*



'til the next entry! ja ne!