so we got back, and broke up again. what the fuck.
if there's one thing that makes me go nuts, it's uncertainty.
what will become of us, really?
i know what i freakin' want, how about you?
i'm starting to hate you. you're turning into a complete ass. i don't know you anymore.
my gut tells me you're stringing me along.. i can't help but doubt.
shit. i gotta stop this. i'm starting to become pathetic.
if we can't save our relationship, i'll at least save my pride. self-worth is way more important than a deteriorating love anyway.
gotta get over this, and focus on my career. it's all i have now (aside from my loved ones of course).