Saturday, July 31, 2010

Effects of Holding Back My Tears

so we got back, and broke up again. what the fuck.

if there's one thing that makes me go nuts, it's uncertainty.

what will become of us, really?

i know what i freakin' want, how about you?

i'm starting to hate you. you're turning into a complete ass. i don't know you anymore.

my gut tells me you're stringing me along.. i can't help but doubt.

shit. i gotta stop this. i'm starting to become pathetic.

if we can't save our relationship, i'll at least save my pride. self-worth is way more important than a deteriorating love anyway.

gotta get over this, and focus on my career. it's all i have now (aside from my loved ones of course).